I don’t know how long ago you sent that message (it’s weird, ‘cause I never got an inbox notification..), but I just saw it right now, and… it really touched my heart. I don’t want to publish it ‘cause it’s kind of a touchy subject for me, but please know that it reminded me of my past mindset. Of a stronger me. I’m ashamed that I’m allowing my weakness and pain to make me selfish and ignorant, but I feel like I have to make this mistake in order to reaffirm and fully appreciate my faith. It sounds stupid, I know, but for some reason, I feel like I have to do this for me.. again, it’s just me being selfish. But thank you for your message. Despite my doubts, it’s definitely my message from Him to bring me back.
I really hope you read this.